My experiences with Schizoaffective Disorder

I describe my experiences with my disorder. I don't know why but when I watch myself talk my words or thoughts seem kinda disorganized, i mean idk. I trip over my words a lot. I'm hardly ever anxious when I shoot my videos and when im sitting there talking I think what i'm saying is normal but then when I listen back to it and watch it, I don't realized that I trip over my words and use certain words in sentences that don't match anything that i'm talking about. Also, send in your suggestions for my future videos. What should they be on? If you have any ideas related to mental illness that would be great. PS I neither nor does my parent i'm living with own any radios. We rarely watch tv, too. This radio thing is like everywhere I go. They have updates on me and news saying where i'm at and where i'm going. It's like i'm a celebrity or something being stalked.